04 August 2011

                   the words didn't look that heavy
         and even though they never die
                                     today i hope they will


the whole thing is divisible by one
        gloomy good looks   
                           blooming blonde
save   our    sun

         mind body and spirit
is that how you hear it 

 the dutiful daughters m 
                  counting backwards  
counting cowards 
                           caring
                                     for dementia parents

as the last of the good doctors says
         ‘here is where it’s good’
          she broke a promise  
           like the best ones should

         here is where the story ends 
                           the arc
                                    the conflict

a quick tale of how two or more
                           went to the store
and since bonsack machines made cigarettes cheap
                  well  cheap   enough to
get to the point
                  where you try to forget
         how to
clean up after the inklings

                                 but baby ain't the one
                                                  who's got the bends
        
‘he is not doing well’
                  there is plastic everywhere

                  norwords

and
                           in other worlds

   in the way
that women will begin
to clean up the place
before events are done

                           and
                           perhaps
                           because

                           he is
caught up and tangled in a
          different kind of alone
than the ones that are known

he mumbled 
                  a lot

‘i used to think that the ajc could
always count on me
           to be
the kind of
threatening
deafening
         insensitive to changes
in the weather
and the legislature
                           but
what hardness does the heart hold to’

a survey (in six-eight time) showed
                  that forty three percent
                  of your heart
                  is in your head

now that’s a lower figure than i’d expect

    lower than the results from previous years
because the mystery deepens
                                    as you age

         and just when you think you know everything
                     you realize
the thread already snapped
         when your head bent back
                  and you saw the sky
for the first      of many times


                                                and
                  somewhat surprisingly

         it was just a bunch of simple motherfuckers
standing around apologizing to one another


the ones who are still on their way
will have increased demands

       language drives practice

every four hours
                           as directed
by laziness   sloth
                           and lack of understanding
       these demands are so
                           demanding

the lido shuffle turns to
    a sloe gin jive
and one little will
                           to try  to survive
                           the cost 
                                             and the price

revelation had to be first hand
 can you believe that
a slang romance
                            a harmonic vignette

murder he says   

now that’s about as likely
as it would be
for patrick riedy to use an apostrophe
or to stand right up and make this decree

‘i wouldn't die for your sins
                  neither would i live for them’ 

ps called me 'hokey'
                           she has since called me worse
         but that's okay    it’s aight
we found out about her

just wait    everything's straight
think of the night as a fire
and the only thing you need to do
is make sure the flames get higher
                          before you             make your call   and re-supply

from the sunshine south  the hurricane house   filled with dewars and doubt  and a kangaroo couch   within or without   above and a bout     of pity plowed   through mirth   mouths     girls and gout    the kind of hurt we write about   that brings enough of a cloud

         to bring down a hearse a horse   or a house    

                  the words   didn't look that heavy  
and even though they never die
                  today    i hope they will    
                                   
your head is in your hands
         it used to be in mine

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